mandaaa*

Nothing.

That’s what you are to me. You are that girl. The one I tried to deny what I felt, the one that made me keep telling myself that I just really wanted to be your friend. You know, cause you’re that cool (this is sarcasm). Truth is, you’re not cool, I was just madly in love with you. I have been magnetically drawn to you since the moment I saw you. It’s because of you, all those love stories in movies suddenly made sense. It “clicked” and who I am will never be the same again.

Regardless of what the future holds, I will always love you.

I should know better :(

I am suppose to be done practicum in exactly 5 months and 1 day. It seems like a short period of time to tough out given all that we’ve been through but on a daily basis, I think about dropping out. I hate you practicum. This is suppose to be about learning and growing as a tech, not how much torture can one handle. My scrubs soak and smell of sweat worst than my gym clothes ever has. And even at the end of all that, couldn’t you just write a simple nice comment? As someone pointed out to me, practicum is actually about a full year of hazing. And I’m really feeling it.

You make me a little sad sometimes, but most of the time, you make me feel all lovey dovey =)

My feet are tired, my calves are cramping, my back is aching, my neck is sore, my shoulders are in pain. Every patient, is my patient. They say you should never say, “I don’t need this anymore” as every case is good experience but how lazy and inconsiderate can you people be. A department on a regular day has over 10 staff members designated to do the same task I am training to do. Now why do you think they staff so many people to do this job? Because it’s tiring and no one person should have to do all it by themselves. Now I understand that as a student I should try to get I’m on as many cases as possible but don’t wait for a student to single handedly do everything and then flip your shit when they ask questions. Don’t get me wrong, there are techs who try to be considerate and I like very much. But some, oh my god, some…

Today I am livid. I’ve been working since 730, stayed over time. I get paid NOTHING but I do pay tuition to be there. I’ve been sweating all day, so much that my skin is sticky still. I worked this hard and I did not write down a single line to take for critique which determines if I pass or fail. Argh!

ufawrea:

apoetsprose:

(via twoglassesandabackseat, weeeenhi)

autostraddle:

wake up, eat breakfast
cuddle, read the internet
have sex on dark sheets

Ask Riese a brand new thing

Haha I love Riese, she makes every problem so simple.

That would a decision I could not make. Can I have both? Pretty fucking please?